Not because it means the end of something I love, but because of the civil war that will happen amongst the rivers. We’re suppose to be a family, supporting, and caring for one another - yet I see every one each other. How the fuck are we suppose to function like that?! How is that suppose to make Nathan, Matthew, Dan, and Mateo (because he still counts) proud of us? We’re arguing and insulting one another, why? 
They say they want a break and all hell breaks lose! No. What are you guys doing?
Instead of fighting we should be telling each other it’s okay!
Maybe some of us get more time with the boys, okay sure, accept it! Don’t make the other person feel bad for it! 
I understand as a family we’re suppose to be different and not get along all the damn time, but don’t ruin it for the rest of us! 
I’m honestly sick of it, I love every river, and it tears me up inside when I see us arguing amongst each other.
Please, just stop.